Thursday, April 25, 2013

Day 115 #forward

Keep it Movin!!!
#forward

I am heading toward the end of month 4.   I won't give up!!!!!

The past few weeks have been rough. Crazy emotions..... dwelling on negativity.... yo yo scale but I WON'T GIVE UP!!!

Some days I don't know where God is.. I know He doesn't leave us.. but hard times... roaring seas..dessert valleys.. it truly is hard to understand what He is doing.

Life is nothing that I hoped it would be by now.. I have a career of helping other moms be mom's and my womb remains empty.. Life is funny.. but I can't give up hope for a better future!! When we give up hope we truly have nothing!  

My heart is sad.... there is an ache Inside that I don't know will ever go away until I become a mother.  Most of you can't understand this ache and that is ok.. I'm not asking you to understand.. just know that I'm trying my best and I'm not giving up!!!!

I thought I would put up some before and now pics!!  #forward!!!!

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